It hurts constantly because I miss you so dearly. My mind is unable to be at rest because I am thoroughly worried for you every night. Each night, I pray that it gets better for you. Each day, I cry because things get worse instead. My heart burns whenever I see tears streaming down your face.
There are myriads of words I want to tell you but maybe it's too early for now. I want to share with you accounts of my daily lives, dilemmas and sorrows yet I know it isn't right now. Why do I feel like we are slowly fading away? Like we have already become so distant? Is this goodbye? I don't know what's happening. Like it seems so clarifying yet so confusing.
I want to be there for you, I want to subside your pains and loneliness. I want to fill your emptiness and make everything better for you. At the end of the day, my efforts have become so futile. Yet again, I feel so helpless because I am not someone you would confide with. I can only helplessly watch you suffer from the screen. Why can't I do something? Why are we so far away?
Please be okay, as nothing hurts me more to watch you at the brink. Please be happy because I worry about you almost all the time. Please believe in yourself, because we all believe in you and your tenacity to keep going and shine brilliantly. Please, please be alright. Please don't cry anymore. Please continue to stay strong and don't be sad.
We will see each other again, next summer. Summer will be here before we know it. Before we know it, we will be together again.
You'll be okay. We'll all be okay. It's only the beginning after all. A start was never easy and never will.
See you, next summer.
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