So many times I have let you in. 

I can't lie that it hurt a little bit when you said you can't talk this with me but I shrugged it off, because I know that I have to respect your decision to do so.  

I can't lie that it hurts a little bit that you are keeping secrets from me when I know that I would be so willing to spill everything for you to listen. 

Why are you so full of secrets? 

Why can't you let me in?